Crazy thing I did.

“Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone. I gave my best to you. Nothing for me to do. But I have one last cry.” – Brian McKnight – ‘One Last Cry’

Now, I’m listening to this song. Mostly, people cry when they listen to this song (if they in the ‘down’ mood).

And now, I’m in that ‘down’ mood, but I don’t know why I cannot cry. It’s really painful when we are sad and can’t dry our tears, but our heart is crying.

I know it's crazy. I do a lot of crazy thing, but this is crazier than I expected. It's different when we enter into something that you can't even talk about it. Well, I don't even know what I'm going to do. I wish this 'something' is not real. Really... 

Maybe falling in love is the craziest thing I did..


JSM